Death Note

It's almost 4.00 in the evening. I just woke up after an afternoon nap. The worst I had in the years.

Usually, these naps are filled with bizarre thoughts or dreams. but today, I had nightmares in daylight. I had the extreme horizon of my nightmares set in my mind. That's My Death!. Yeah I know I set the bar very low. Now I had no fear of daydreaming the death. I just woke up and had 3 incidents in my mind struck deeply. These may be my thoughts or dreams.

I live in a peaceful village. Not that remote, but limited connectivity. We only have 2 buses operating in the route and very few vehicles. One side of the village is two hills and the other side Bharatapuzha(Puzha= River) flows in the trace. some life left in it. At least I love to think like that.

What I remembered from the nap were distorted thoughts. Let me tell you without any order. The first instance I was remembering was there is this house, exactly the house of our president of the religious sect. It is not there. I could only see a huge curtain in green color. Something was happening behind the closed doors. we weren't allowed. there is some protest staged in front of the green curtain. I was merely spectating. The leader of the protest is a person I know very well. she is talking vibrantly. everyone is listening to her. in spite of the fact of familiarity, I have no clue who is that. I was approached by one of my friends. I barely know him. He wanted to marry the leader of the protest. He is in the total attire of a typical corporate fellow. The protest venue is cleared by utter violence and the stage is set for the marriage of the two. They exchanged saplings instead of gifts along with vows. They have given at least 5 saplings to all of the guests. I got five, mom got five.

we were walking back home. It's a walkable distance from my home. We were carrying the saplings we got in hand and both got tired. I was searching for a carry bag additionally. While I was searching, the saplings were left on the roadside. A big jeep was literally flying in the road. It runs over through the saplings. we lost two of them under the laughing tires of the vehicle. It went past through the middle of the saplings and he had plenty of space in the road to drive safely or minding us. I screamed to him, he just put his right hand out through the window and showed me the middle finger. I just did the same back.

we were looking after the other saplings, suddenly hear a sound, the sound of a siren that announced the death. the huge gate situated around 50 meters away from us opened. the skies got darker and darker. we were able to have the sensation of pain in the skin. I touched my forehead, I was dead cold!

The gate was opened. the engineers and workers are carrying the body of a worker who lost his job on the site. there were lots of weapons and other arsenal used by this person is placed on the death bed of the worker. There are torpedos and guns. He was lying peacefully. we won't be able to find any injury in any part but the head. blood was still flowing through his head. He is dead but the blood is not dried up yet.

At this moment I woke up to end it. I was in despair and totally agitated. It was like waking up to the agony. after regaining a certain amount of understanding, I got a vague idea of what's happening inside the head.

1. remember the hills in the village I mentioned? One hill is not there now. The quarrying carved out the major chunk of the hill and it's in a position to collapse at any moment.
2. The Chameli incident where the Nanda Devi glacier collapsed killing at least 100 people.
3. Read the news about government seeking study on the projects dropped after the environmental impact assessment. The NITI AAyog and central government led by Modi is trying to open up developmental projects once dropped due to protests by environmentalists and people. They want to exploit the country and put the lives of thousands in danger to fill their pockets.
4. Where the Nanda Devi glacier collapsed, a huge hydro electric project was built tackling the EIA. and the dam is completely washed away.

YES, you could ask, when you become this conscious about the people around you? or Am I glorifying stuff to gain attention.

read this and don't mention my name. Just think. Think. Think and please don't be silent!

our earth and country have a little life left. Please don't let them murder!